my pride my life

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d previous blog was saying tht i would b having a plan but in the end it is canceled bcus most of us cannot make it so no point going only wif d few ppl a bit dull

next…….hmmmmmm this yr CNY a bit sad cus need 2 start cls on d 4th day of CNY which is 1st time in this 4 yrs start cls so early.means need 2 come bek frm hometown early ler.although nothing much 2 do there but since only go bek like twice a yr so i hope i could stay longer but too bad cannot.

another thing…..my fren said tht i should hv jot it down here is a conference tht we went the other day. really lots og thoughts coming out after d conference n oso visiting d exhibition.1st of all need 2 say bravo 2 those who set up d exhibition a really great job done cus it really makes most of us start thinking wht is goin on to this world(if not every1 thn at least me n my few frens of mine).it does not need 2 b very high tech in order to create tht effect all is need is those props n sound effect. i can still rmb d baby crying sound which made myself nearly cried plus d pics of d war torn country children.

oh ya d conference is abt war criminal  tribunal n commissioner and d exhibition is related to this topics.IN d conference they were discussing as 2 who contributed to the war tht happened in Iraq, Palestine,Afghanistan.d speakers were gd n oso can see some of those tht suferred during tht time b brave enough to come forward n share their experiences.

i start to think how do they go through their such life n can still be strong and oso how man can b so evil tht they can actually torture ppl tht are d same as them ie HUMAN.n still can b so proud of it.no regrets of it. i still rmb 1 of d statement which states tht if those ppl tht torture those prisoner is smelly thn no 1 would hv dare 2 sit next to those soldiers. quite true i can say……….

after discussion wif my fren thn she said tht man can b so evil n it is upon man as 2 whtr they wanted to b tht way.is jus tht we dun show off our evil side thts all.i totally agree wif her n i always agree wif some opinion tht although human had progress n develop frm time 2 time but human nature had nvr changd since d existence of it.we can turn into very barbaric once we r under some circumstance. jus look at d recent flood,every1 is alr suffering but there r still ppl taking advantage of those ppl n start looting whn they themselves r oso d victim.

tht is y i really think tht human can really do a lot of things n it is whtr we wanna do it.n oso human is mentally weak.we can b brianed wash jus like tht.cus i will nvr understand how could they torture ppl tht r same as them n b proud izit really under influence or wht i don’t noe!!!!!!but if so, who taught them to do so n should b proud n i nvr think tht war will bring victory cus so many innocent ppl dies although i read in all those treaties tht during war, we can nvr hurt those civilians but y izit all signed n nothing done.izit sign 4 d sake og signing.it is always d same thing once at wa d old,women n children are always d victim.

wht i wanna say is tht we should b grateful as 2 wht we hv now.i m reminding myself frm tht day onwards not 2 complain so many things cus if wanna complain i think those tht r in war should b complaining n not us.jus b grateful wif everything we hv now n think of those who r suffering in war whn we wanna complain thn we will realise tht how fortunate r we living in this world.i noe it is hard but we jus hv 2 try n rmb 2 pray for those suffering at d war cus they need more strength than any1 of us.God bless them.

Chinese New Year is d corner and in this 1 mth since new year i hv done quite a lot of stuffs
       
1st: i went to rain’s concert although it i snice but there r some things tht nearly made me blow.its all due to the organiser who suddenly changed the venue n still mix up as to the seatings. i was there for like 1/2 hours jus to look for my seats n nobody seems to noe bout it n d final solution seat anywhere u wan or should i said htey pointed me to a place which is actually extra seats.anyway i m fine cus the seats they pointed r actually not bad n make me had a better look at rain though.nothing much to b talked abt d concert except his nice danc emoce but still need to improve on his english ya if he still wanna breakthrough into the US market……..
 
      2nd:not wht i did but as 2 wht i experienced,suddenly there r few ppl tht leave our life although this ain’t ppl tht i noe or should i said tht they oso din noe me but still feel sad of their loss.i experienced this type of loss twice n til now i still think tht it is a cruel experience.it s jus a shock, i mean if d person is sick probably we hv this preparation but wht if tht he leave suddenly.i jus can’t imagine tht. saw all her best frens crying cus can’t accept tht she is gone 4 eva. this makes me wonder wht if 1 day 1 of my best fren leave me jus like tht wht will happen to me??????although i keep on telling myself tht we should treasure ppl tht r around us but human r always forgetful though,will only rmb it whn we really lost it.is jus sth we have 2 live wif it n oso b prepared.so i always remind myself tht i MUST appreciate ppl around me cus we nvr noe wht will happen d next second.
 
      3rd:went 4 a facial which i din really like n d product actually made my skin feel even worse now!!!!!hai……..i should not b those typical gal who will co coocoo whn noe tht it is cheap.hmmm…..thts woman’s nature?????hhahahahah i dunno at least i m ler.straight away signed up whn hear abt such promotion without thinking it suits my skin a not……..a bit regret but anyway i will b more hardworking to do d damage repair now on my skin.

       4th:ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!sth tht i m working on,but i think i m well ahead of my plan n hope tht i could finish it b4 d due date.after tht its party time
    
   5th:planned a holiday trip b4 this CNy hopefully it will come true cus wanna rest n relax after 1 mth of study.haahahahahah again i m findinh excuse for myself to b lazy.

lately a fren told me tht she takes me as her mentor or should i say a perosn tht she look upon to. a bit shock after hearing it cus i nvr knew tht i m tht good.i always think tht i m an ordinary person n nothing much.but she said there is sth in me tht is special n even myself knew it but jus dun wanna admit it.i really hv no idea of wht she is talking abt ler.but i really thankful 4 her for reminding a lot of things n make me realise tht i m not useless after all n i hv lots of potential hehehehehheeh…….but i really wanna tell her tht i m glad 2 hv her as my fren n i will always rmb her although she think otherwise.but nvm time will prove.i hope i did not let her down after knowing the inner me after a few incident.

hmmmm……..did i really did a lot of things?????not sure lah but i feel like this 1 mth is a long mth n i experienced a lot n i think it is making b being a grown up.i think i m on my way 2 really becoming an adult day by day……….