my pride my life

After weeks of thinking n oso trying
finally i have made my decision
i hope tht this decision will b corriect
since my 9 mths will b stuck there n i hope i m not making a wrong decision
i noe a lot of new things will b coming n will start everything all over again
heard frens saying abt it n damm i m so scare 2 face it actually
but i m telling myself everyday tht i can do it
i hv alr faced the toughest 4 yrs of my life n i m sure i can go through this 9 mths just like this (god i hope i noe wht is like this)
lots of anticipation,expectation n oso i dunno jus a lot of things
i think the most important thing is tht i m going to start a new chapter of my life n i think thts human everytime going in2 new things jus by thinking of it makes me hv goosebump i dunno y
n 2day while talking wif a fren she is telling me tht now things r not within our hand n i think its time 2 face it tht sometime things can b jus out of hand n beyond our control which i think will b especially true whn we r in the real world
but anyway i noe we can go through this
we jus need 2 encourage each other cus i think both of us r jumping out frm our comfort zone though reluctant but still need 2 do so
hope tht we can hv a laugh after this while talking abt our anxiousness in the beginning which it is not tht worse afterall
hmmm……
i dunno
i hope i m right in making this decision n will stick wif it (i have to by the way)
n in the end of the day i can be proud of myself tht i hv finally manage to pull it through n again is time for celebration for me
so irene u better do this well n celebration is awaiting for u after this