my pride my life

Its been quite sometimes since the last time i jot sth down here, sharing my thoughts here

Anyway i hv been damm busy for the past couples of months and god noes how long will this take?????

Never noe that responsibility is suh a big thing until i enter into a real world.been always complaining about everything since the day i entered into the real world and it will not stop in near future though

Learn to compromise in so many things which i never thought i would, learn to be more patient and also to deal with ppl around me

I jus full with challenges day by day
and it is at 1 point where i really think that i had enough of all these!!!!!

Feel like quitting day by day but i noe i can’t, i jus dun wan to admit that i m a loser jus yet

izit because i dun like wht i m doing that is why i dun think it is worth of all the sacrifice or is just i dun wan to at all?????

so confuse rite now and who can tel me wht future hold for me??????but definitely for sure this is not my path suppose to be because if it is i wun be suffering tht much compare to every1 who are goin through it………

I m jus tired and so wanna have a break from all these…..anyway i m telling myself everyday to be stronger and stronger i go through it is jus a matter of time. i will keep goin towards the end and it is getting near i m already half way through it!!!!is already an achievement rite?????(kind of)