time to think
in the 2nd week of my holiday
been doing lots of thinking lately
had a conversation with her the other day n she asked me wht is my dream???it knocked my head so hard where i can feel "ouch"
at tht moment only i realize tht i actually have a dream and goal.
nvr been so clear of wht i wan in life b4
only till tht day i realized thti actually noe wht i want
n been denying it all these while cus afraid to achieve it; or shuld i said tht i nvr thought tht i will noe wht i wan???
dunno n confuse
but since now i noe wht i wht next step will be how do i achieve it????
since the day i signed the letter, i always asked myself whtr did i really made the right decision????
so many expectations throw on me
i dun wanna fail those ppl who has faith in me
everytime ppl keep telling me how good and capable i m. is just telling me tht i shuld do better next time
i m not sure me myself pilling up the pressure on myself or thts the reality
i noe i can’t please every1 but at least i wanna do sth which will make ppl proud of.
i hope i can n will gonna work my heart out to achieve tht
is all over again a new chapter of my life so another whole new world is waiting for me
so new challenges which i will be better prepared than previously
